This month the weather in SG like Dec 06, moody and seldom see the sunny day. Maybe due to the weather or maybe is another year, I just very lazy to move, to think. Life seems like pausing a while, everything is slow motion, is it because age grow? Thought change? Objective change? Settling down?

Starting I like to be alone and wish to have more time for myself, what am I thinking? I also don’t know, just something inside my mind, digging and disturbing. I wish I can know what that is. The body engine is slowing down, trying to pump in the petrol, but, still can’t move, hrmm…. maybe need sometime to adjust, what i want to adjust? I also don’t know. Pray for it, and hope something getting better, maybe…