After these few days my emotion in the work, I understand I should adjusting my thought in positive way, I can’t always struggle myself in this type of environment, but, on the other hand, I still need to get myself survive in this type of environment for temporary period, how long? I also don’t know, and can’t estimate it. So what I should do is to adjust myself, human is flexible animal. Just as what Melissa said in her one of the post “It makes me believe that we as humans can always survive challenges when the time comes and should not let fear or doubts hinder us from progressing. Every encounter will definitely have its own risks and if we do not try, we would never know the outcome. Its just part of life, isn’t it? Most importantly, we get to cherish and learn from the process “(http://greedybasset.blogsome.com/2006/09/22/yet-another-autumn/)
After some adjusting, I feel good today, and I try think in a positive way, thing seems like not that bad to survive now, there still have a lot of thing to make myself happy and at least I learn from the process and come out my own cherish way. The most important thing is I find myself during the process. in this world, nothing is perfect, so, we must accept the fact, and understand it, while accept it, then, you will feel better to live it in a cherish way. :) - Alison