Siebel 6 + team work + ask? = Sucks!
ok..ok… i think i joined the wrong team. I wish to learn the siebel app, but, i find out the tool is suck, not flexible, a lot of thing has the limitation, I’m a BA, study the user requirement, and end up people told me cannot, seibel cannot done in that way??!!! what’s the joke! nevermind, I drafted the functional spec, and i wish to get the details information of the current system, no one want to share the knowledge, and everyone just busy with the other project, then, manager ask why not have the discussion to brief the team. hallo!!! if the project is .net or other internet application, i know the flexibility, and know how to study the system. but, this siebel due to the whole team too individually, i totally don’t know how to proceed. After working for 7 years, this is the first time i totally lost, and feel the failure. The worst thing i found out in this company is unless you very good in one domain, else you will need to beg everyone for something. that is a suck life to survive in this company.
I wanted to leave all this thing behind, i totally don’t think i can take this type of job environment. If you know me, how tension i was in previous company for the internet project, i still can promised to continue till the project rollout. but, with this current project, i think something really wrong, user + team + tool + management.
I think i am failed to survive here.
Deep breath!!! deep breath!!! i have to calmn down, i still have a big milestone need to accomplish - DEC Wedding. ok..ok…. i must take it easy first, maybe i should test the water of the market first. - Alison
Hey, as your previous teammate, i can understand how stress you are. Take it easy, forget your work once u back home, and enjoy your life outside the office!!!
Comment by SingWei — September 26, 2006 @ 9:12 pm
I can feel how pressured you were while you were writing this. It’s a challenge to you, and every stage in life / work, there’s always a challenge. If you manage to overcome it, you’ll grow. I won’t say that you “if you can’t overcome it”, because I’m sure that you will.
Believe in yourself, you have a helpful manager to guide you. Don’t carry all the burden by yourself, you have your colleagues and manager to help you; and your friends to listen to you; and your hubby to share your burden.
Listen to what you want, go with your heart, and fulfill your dream!
Comment by Daryl — September 26, 2006 @ 11:41 pm
If you think in a way that you are not the only one who is in the situation, perhaps u’ll feel better. Not every culture in the company is like ‘carrot and stick’. Same in my new role lahhh…like being dumped into a deep blue sea and expect me to dive when I dun even know how. However, u’ll learn to survive and get ur way around though
Comment by Melissa — September 28, 2006 @ 4:02 am