Yesterday night i have an enjoyable dinner with my dear, he cooked a very delicious dishes!!! yummy…yummy… is so sweet and romantic night that i have. :)

this morning i have attended an event, ITIL, is a presentation by a vendor from overseas. they presented the methodology of the good pratice, sigh…the more i hear the more i feel sad of IT line. slowly, i believe if you good to presentation and talking, then, you can promote yourself in the better position.

i have joined small company, vendor, end user corporate environment. sometime i wish i have chance to join the international company, or maybe a specialize product company, to try out their working culture/life. Previously i will travel around to try other country working culture. i think i miss to travel around, not working, just for leisure.

after joined the company, i felt a bit of confuss, is it every company also so politic and depend on the ranking? the higher of the rank, the more voice you can make? i have a bit of worry to move then. do i need to stay here for long time? yes, recently i a bit of de-motivated. don’t know what happened.

or i should improve my english? then i can have more chance to jump to other company? last time i won’t doubt on my working capability, i have confident on myself, i won’t feel worry if i resign. but, now i start worry and don’t have much confident on myself. i think part of the reason is because my english. :(